Sunday, September 21, 2014

Things that bother me:
  • Reckless Drivers
  • People constantly texting on a date
  • That I can't move out yet
  • Having no motivation anymore
  • Waking up and feeling like sleep never even happened
  • Forgetting you have homework until you're already in bed
  • That I'm not taken seriously
  • That I can't get an iPhone 6 because money is a thing
  • That I can't stand up for myself because when I did I was hit by someone I trusted
  • I'm never as nice as I want to
  • My mom
  • My dad
  • My brother
  • That my aunt can't get married because of this conservative state
  • How many times I try and fail
  • No matter how much I try I don't like burgers much
  • People who take promises lightly
  • My nails going past my fingertips
  • My inability to admit my true feelings
  • That when my day is going well I go home only to feel worthless
  • how America is land of the free but how that only applies to the straight white man
  • That racism is still a thing
  • That I have to type this on a phone
  • How much I need to move out of this state doesn't compare to the money needed to do so 
  • That I have no hope for anything because of all the times I've been let down
  • The way that whenever I wear jeans my shoes untie themselves
  • How I can get a 4.0 and somehow still displease my parents
This list could go on longer
And it bothers me that I can't tell myself to keep writing
Simply because I'm scared of someone knowing too much about me
Even when we're anonymous

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